Unwisely: Part 7

Continued. Trigger warnings for relationship violence and self harm.

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I blinked back the tears, refusing to let them fall. I didn’t run because I was leaving forever or even because I was scared of him. I ran because I was afraid of myself; I felt like I’d driven him to it.

I mean, I knew my statement would have been uncomfortable under the best of circumstances. And my phrasing — and in the context of talking about my dad — was far from the best of circumstances. If someone had insinuated that I was dating predatorially, I’d be pissed too.

But sufficiently pissed to use my physical force against them?

At the time, I thought it was reasonable. Or at least forgivable.

Or at least that I was the one out of line for feeling so bad.


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